the name happens to be niki. [remember it, you'll be screaming it later.] i often second guess myself. i have a teddy bear named pete. i pretty much live to throw my fangs up. i ♥ ryan ross with a passion. gabe saporta makes me swoon too, though. i've felt like giving up on life so many times, but my friends help me up when i fall. fall out boy made me who i am today. i have the most amazing friends ever. i currently rock the hot pink streaks. my main life influences are audrey kitching, jac vanek, ryan ross, zacky vengeance, && pete wentz. i wouldn't trade my crash and burn converses for anything. i'm miserable, just not all that stunning. i talk to mirrors && choke back tears. i can do pete wentz's grr face almost perfectly. i've already given up on myself twice [third time is the charm.]

concerts, sleeping, myspace, photography, my ipod, talking on the phone, ryan ross, gabe saporta

panic! at the disco, fall out boy, armor for sleep, my chemical romance, drop dead gorgeous, the academy is, cute is what we aim for, senses fail, the sleeping, mayday parade, paramore, the spill canvas, alesana, gym class heroes, cobra starship, the main, flylead jamisonparker, avenged sevenfold, lacuna coil, papa roach, thirty seconds to mars, the used, boys like girls, from first to last, good charlotte, in case you're curious, taking back sunday, as i lay dying, escape the fate, underoath, afi

release the bats, the nightmare before christmas, saw 3, the hills have eyes 1 && 2, cry_wolf

trl, grey's anatomy, chuck, fuse

invisible monsters, the boy with the thorn in his side, rebel